Date Night Experiment

So last night, hubby and I had a free night out.  And by free I mean the baby was with her aunt, uncle and cousins for the night and we had a gift certificate for dinner.

I knew the day I started the diet that this dinner was going to have cheats in it.

It's not that I don't care...I care about my progress and this diet but I also know that some day I'm not going to be on phase 1 of this diet and I'm going to be able to eat other things again...and if it means I go out of ketosis and feel all cranky for a day well...ok.  I need to do this experiment.

So I cheated.  I had a little wine.  I had a little calamari...(And when I say "little" I mean just that...no where near the serving I would normally eat but it passed my lips so it counts.  My dinner was beef medallions and sauteed spinach and mushrooms and half of a grilled tomato.  That was diet approved.  And Ian got dessert, which I tasted.  We had coffee.  Then we went to the book store.

And then I spent the rest of the night bloated, gassy, uncomfortable....woke up feeling like I had been drinking all night. My fingers were swollen and my boots were tight...it is amazing what 6 weeks of not eating out can do.  We were both feeling the same way.  I could not wait to have my IP shake this morning and eat celery and drink a lot of water to get ride of this awful feeling.

So, might it impact the scale this week?  Maybe.  But I didn't do it to see what I could get away with (ch)eating.  I did it because I wanted to see how I would feel and how my body would react to eating out and having a few little things.  And I was right.  I am much better off staying away from fried and salty and sugary things.

Fortunately I am feeling a little better after my shake this morning.  We slept in, I had my shake and some water and I'm having some celery.  I don't feel like I'm going through the first phases of the diet again so I must not have killed it too badly.  But I have NO desire to do that again.  It really is all mental.  I realize now that I'm not really depriving myself of things I enjoy.  I am saving myself from the discomfort and the things I used to eat that were all wrong for me!

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