I'm HUNGRY!!!

GAHHH!!!

Seriously, totally hungry.  Ok maybe not hungry but ravenous...My brain is telling me that my body wants me to eat salty crispy things.  I ate my restricted snack today after lunch...and when I got home I was hungry...and tired...and just feeling overwhelmed with hormones and a hormone headache (which wasn't that bad this time around) and I ate half a bag of BBQ Crisps, which are restricted so that's a cheat...well maybe it wasn't a whole half of a bag...I just needed something salty and crunch and it was either that or a bag of Tostitos...less of two evils?

I got on the treadmill in an attempt to run away from the food but I'm really tired and I was bored...I wasn't focused...the 5k is in September and I work better under pressure...and when I'm tired I don't have patience for things...so 10 minutes with two of running at a faster pace than I was running when I stopped in October...so that's cool.

So here I am, hiding from the kitchen, chugging water to stop myself from wanting to eat bad stuff all while trying to figure out what to have for dinner.

Burgers.

I'm trying to figure out how I want to make a plain bunless burger a little more awesome since I'm apparently in a mood where I need things to be decadent and indulgent right now and last I checked Ideal Protein doesn't make a double chocolate peanut butter brownie with vanilla ice cream.

I did, however, plan on having vanilla "ice cream" for dessert tonight...but now that I've gone and eaten my 3rd snack in the form of half of a restricted.../sigh...what to do...