Hungry...again
Seriously, it took every ounce of my being to NOT eat the snacks that I brought in for my coworkers to eat. I cleaned out my pantry. Today I wanted a Rice Krispie Treat like it was a million dollars or a new wardrobe. I wanted it and I knew just what I was going to do with it. They were actually making me salivate.
And then I thought...oh my...that is disturbing that processed junk food is making me salivate.
So I moved on.
But I'm still feeling ravenous.
I decided to rewind the blog and found that on January 28-31st I was also feeling...ravenous. Oh hey! What's that about? It's like...a month later and I feel the same way...last month it was peanut butter. I'm seeing a trend here...aw maaan!
So, at least I know that in a day or two I will no longer feel like eating anything in the kitchen that isn't nailed down. Just hope I can stay strong and have another big loss next week!!! I am right on the edge of breaking into a weight category that I haven't been in for 5 years...(I don't count a quick visit into this weight category in 2009 because it was short lived and may have been a result of illness). 25lbs down will put me there...30 will land me at the weight I was in 2006 when I was like "Oh my GAWD I just gained like 30lbs! I'm so FAT!"
Yea. Not. Apparently my body was like "Ha, you think this is fat? Wait another year or two! I'll show you fat!"
Anyway, losing focus here...what was I saying? Oh right yes...focusing...and staying on track.
I need to eat dinner or something.
And then I thought...oh my...that is disturbing that processed junk food is making me salivate.
So I moved on.
But I'm still feeling ravenous.
I decided to rewind the blog and found that on January 28-31st I was also feeling...ravenous. Oh hey! What's that about? It's like...a month later and I feel the same way...last month it was peanut butter. I'm seeing a trend here...aw maaan!
So, at least I know that in a day or two I will no longer feel like eating anything in the kitchen that isn't nailed down. Just hope I can stay strong and have another big loss next week!!! I am right on the edge of breaking into a weight category that I haven't been in for 5 years...(I don't count a quick visit into this weight category in 2009 because it was short lived and may have been a result of illness). 25lbs down will put me there...30 will land me at the weight I was in 2006 when I was like "Oh my GAWD I just gained like 30lbs! I'm so FAT!"
Yea. Not. Apparently my body was like "Ha, you think this is fat? Wait another year or two! I'll show you fat!"
Anyway, losing focus here...what was I saying? Oh right yes...focusing...and staying on track.
I need to eat dinner or something.
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