Ugh
So, yesterday I followed the diet to a T...well minus the fact that I ate carrrots and they're not allowed in this phase of the diet...
But I was in a pinch--I hadn't expected to eat lunch so late and I had to get what was available to me...I kinda figured that I would take the diet as a trial and error these next few days...starting by the 19th, which is when I am attending the seminar...where I get to meet people who have done the diet...
I'm having trouble not eating carrots. I love them. They are in my house. We need celery. I can eat celery and broccoli and cauliflower... And I ate a clementine which is totally not on the diet...but they're in the house and the lesser of two evils...and I was breaking one up for Olivia...
And I really don't like the way I feel in the morning. My body is used to having an egg. And some fruit. I had a headache and a shake...and that's it! I think I need to figure out something different for breakfast from the plan. I can have coffee but I just didn't want any this morning...and then I started to get light headed...and I felt like I was floating out of my skin and I decided to eat something...a fiber bar. Screw it, I didn't feel well. (error)
So...it's day 2...I haven't lost pound one and I have cheated on my diet with a fiber bar, carrots and a clementine. I feel repressed. I feel like crawling out of my skin--it bothers me so much that I can't eat THOSE healthy things.
Maybe instead of sitting here I will go to the store and buy some celery...
But I was in a pinch--I hadn't expected to eat lunch so late and I had to get what was available to me...I kinda figured that I would take the diet as a trial and error these next few days...starting by the 19th, which is when I am attending the seminar...where I get to meet people who have done the diet...
I'm having trouble not eating carrots. I love them. They are in my house. We need celery. I can eat celery and broccoli and cauliflower... And I ate a clementine which is totally not on the diet...but they're in the house and the lesser of two evils...and I was breaking one up for Olivia...
And I really don't like the way I feel in the morning. My body is used to having an egg. And some fruit. I had a headache and a shake...and that's it! I think I need to figure out something different for breakfast from the plan. I can have coffee but I just didn't want any this morning...and then I started to get light headed...and I felt like I was floating out of my skin and I decided to eat something...a fiber bar. Screw it, I didn't feel well. (error)
So...it's day 2...I haven't lost pound one and I have cheated on my diet with a fiber bar, carrots and a clementine. I feel repressed. I feel like crawling out of my skin--it bothers me so much that I can't eat THOSE healthy things.
Maybe instead of sitting here I will go to the store and buy some celery...
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